End User, Experience

¶ It seems to me that the material world (finite and infinite) is a computer, oblivious but ever processing, receiving input and sending output to the end user. This end user is spirit, not in the infinite material sense of the word, as a ghost or some such thing, but in the same sense as in "The Spirit of Christmas," "The Spirit or Giving," "The Spirit of Love," or more evil spirits such as "The Spirit of Contention." I mean by this the qualia, the experiences, that we seem to feel within us. Perhaps those "feelings" actually are us, the end users, operating this computer, this tool, for the betterment of the real, "spiritual," world.
¶ These experiences, this consciousness, this awareness, is not only an observer and interpreter of material arrangements, translating meaningless arrangements of matter and energy into meaningful concepts; but is also giving input to the computer (For the analogy is not of the material world being a television, or a fractal generator, but a computer.). Our own spirits may shift from being one sort of spirit to being another. We would rather be good spirits than evil ones, and thus we wield these corporeal vassals to reach the conceptual places and spiritual states which we most thrive upon.
¶ Our brains can only store memories as data, and I'm not sure that awareness needs actual "memory" of its own. All things exist in the here and now, dimension zero of time and space, existing at one point on a map, and one point in time, regardless of the infinite omnidimensional realm in which those points could, have, and shall yet exist. Matter is immortal, though the forms it takes die each moment to make way for new forms. Experience has no form or location, and its memory may be merely its fact of existence, while when it existed is irrelevant. There is a common desire, a sort of spirit of curiosity, which may call for a computer of a sort not limited as our finite brain is. A kind of particle with a mass of zero point zero continued one (units N/A) could be assembled into bodies much like our finite ones, but containing brains that can collect and hold infinite data. These material spirits might be able to create an endless scape of molds for awareness within any amount of space, letting immaterial spirit dance from one "form" to another across the infinite brain that is assembled.
¶ Another thought I just had is this: If the infinite brain had to record an infinite brain, the two brains would become infinitely more infinite every moment. Could such a thing be possible, plausible, or reasonable? It sounds like some sort of paradox to me. If on the other hand the infinite brain existed to record the finite brain, or conversely, if the finite brain existed to be recorded by the infinite brain, then through the connection of the three things, finite matter, infinite spiritual matter, and this awareness, consciousness, intelligence, experience thing, there would be formed something which is both conscious as well as enduring, with the capacity to expand, explore, search, and grow. With the awareness of awareness itself, the infinite memory of material spirit, and the endless possibilities for growth contained within the possible arrangements of finite matter, the world seems less existential.
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